Don't Wanna Think Now I'm not really one for drinking songs but I guess that I should probably write one 'cause I'm feeling pretty lonely He's the only thing that holds me right now Now I'm not really one for drinking songs but I guess if I'm not wrapped here in your arms then I … Continue reading Don’t Wanna Think
A hollow aching groans The echo scares the moans Softened by the feel Motionless like steel
Crying, thrashing, or solving Will make it mine, not yours So instead of caving in with you I'll hold you from the shore
Download this episode (right click and save) Trying to grasp The path of your brain The unending circles That drop down the drain The pain and the fear That hangs you out dry The crushing, the pounding That beats you inside The voices so loud That screech round the bend That say you're … Continue reading Come Home
Am I really all that valuable? No, I think I’m not Is my small life worth fighting for? Not half a rifle shot Does any of this have meaning? If it does, it washed away Do any feelings anywhere Have the right to stay? Tiny bugs that crawl around Scraping for … Continue reading No Matter
By and by I sit with you Your legs crossed My eyes like glue With a sigh You reach for me My tears soft Under the apple tree Let me cry 'Neath the shade Don't hold me close Don't be brave Don't ask why I hold you back Your heart is deep … Continue reading The Apple Tree
People say they see red when they're angry I guess that's fine I guess that's how I feel If angry can also mean devastated And destroyed And ready to lose all my blood Let it seep out all over my room So I can join him The Red Crimson Magenta People talk about rose colored … Continue reading Gretel’s 2nd Poem: Too Much Red
Everything the same, each day more inane. Never a bland moment to break up the sane. I rolled out the door in a fit of ambivalence, Hitting the grass that made far too much sense. I fumbled, I fell, till there was nowhere left to go. In a paralyzed state, I lost all my flow. … Continue reading The Happy That Burns
The feeling nags at the pit of my stomach, blackens me from the inside out, drags me from place to place. I tried to talk it away, to drug it away, to cry it away but it's a devil in my haven, crawling beneath my skin, spreading its poison as far as I allow. And … Continue reading Won’t You Just Stay?
I am not looking to escape my darkness, I'm learning to love myself there. - Rune Lazuli
